Well, life is going by. Am I happy? No, not really. Don't get me wrong, I love my hubby x9182374716857. He is my best friend and everything to me. I love Aleeya too, she is my precious little world. But, I'm having problems with so many things. I hate where I live, I hate being so lonely all the time, and I really hate not having friends to hang out with. I feel like I have everything that I wanted in life, but even with a new family, I have never, ever been so alone. Efrain just works, and works, and works. I am with him 2 nights a week..... and one of those he usually spends catching up on the sleep he lost during the week. I just want to see him, and be with him so bad. He tells me he will quit on of his jobs once he saves adequate dinero. I want Aleeya to know him like she knows me.... She is always calm with me and seems to want to be with me. I want her to feel the same with her dad. We have made the decision to move...... um...... into my parents house. Believe me, this is the LAST place I wanna live... like LAST. But Efra wants to save money... and this will help us do so. We will probably move out next summer to hopefully a townhome. i just don't know how I will tolerate my dad. dun dun dun
Anyway, I have to go rescue Aleeya, she is crying... and my less than sober father is trying to pacify her. Not working to say the least
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