Anyway tho I've been SOOOO like, idk, I don't want to use the word unhappy... I just have been tired and not incredibly pleasant. Aleeya has been extra fussy lately, and I don't know if it's teething or what's going on. Well on top of it all I don't get a lot of sleep with her and I'm constantly fighting a headache. I'm going absolutely insane living here. I love being wit my mom, but I fight a neverending battle with my dad that just cannot be won. I want my own place. Like a PERMANENT place where we can live and play in a yard and have more kids. UGH it's driving me nuts. I won't be done with school for probably 2 more years. I can't imagine staying here that long.
On top of it all I'm having my bouts of feeling lonely... I AM NOT EMO.... I just wish I had more people to be around and hang out with on a regular basis. I spend a lot of time at home with Aleeya. and I LOVE being with her and spending time with her but it gets old being in the house all day. Now the weather is getting cold. yuck.
I drove to Des Moines and met my father in law for the first time last week. He came up to stay with Efrain's sister and so now Aleeya has another grandpa... Abuelo in her life. YAY for LeeLee.
There's just a lot of stuff going on... a lot has changed since I had my babe. It's a hard thing. But I'm dealin with it the best I know how. Havin some issues maybe I'll expand upon later. Right now Aleeya is clawing at my back and trying to eat me. Think Efra is home =)
"Nothin' really bothers her, She just wants to Love herself..."
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